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Erica Rowane Bautista: My Summer Internship with Merck
This past summer, I had the opportunity to intern with Merck at their headquarters site in Kenilworth, NJ. I was assigned to the Pharmacokinetics, Pharmacodynamics, and Drug Metabolism (PPDM) – Absorption, Distribution, Metabolism, and Excretion (ADME) department.
From the beginning, I was both excited yet intimidated by the opportunity because I lacked the knowledge and experience in pharmacology research. I didn’t know what to expect of my internship project as well as internship experience itself, especially with such a large company. I expected these feelings of nervousness to subside after a few weeks. However, I met other fellow interns and they all seemed to have had previous research experience at their respective university institutions relating to their department as well as their specific project. On top of that, they were all upcoming college seniors or grad students. Not only was I probably the most inexperienced intern, but I was also the youngest! At that point, I questioned why I was even offered the internship position.
The first two weeks consisted of mainly training modules and reading published papers related to my project It was not until Week 4 of my internship that I finally began to feel comfortable with the internship atmosphere. I was fortunate to have not one, but three awesome internship mentors through my entire program. Elizabeth “Beth” Joshi and Jennie Lin were my main project supervisors and mentors, whereas Lin Xie was my “internship experience” mentor who taught me more about the pharmaceutical industry as a business.
My internship project focused on evaluating an assay to measure intracellular drug concentrations. Particularly, I was investigating a published thesis which introduced a new method quantifying such values via Rapid Equilibrium Dialysis. In a span of 3 weeks, I learned to culture and maintain cells and execute an experiment from a published paper. Initially, I had no experience or knowledge with such experimental skills and techniques; I spent the first few weeks bombarding my mentors with questions. By the end, I was able to work on my own in the lab and perform all my experiments independently.
It wasn’t until the end of my internship during the Summer Internship Expo that I truly realized the important of work and that it wasn’t such a menial project. Many employees approached me and were genuinely curious and fascinated with my work! Many were impressed with the timeline of my project, and my ability to acquire laboratory skills within weeks.
That day was probably the day I realized the true intention of this internship – to foster my individual, professional, academic, and personal growth. Though they could have chosen a more experienced intern and assigned a more complex project, Beth and Jennie chose me to have the opportunity for such an enriching experience. Not only was I able to have my very first experience in a laboratory research setting, but I was able to do so with a major pharmaceutical company! I was also constantly surrounded by self-driven, motivated, and dedicated people who all fostered a love for science and working towards benefiting society. It truly made me appreciate the pharmaceutical research industry and develop this new interest in pharmaceutical research. It’s safe to say that my career goals would be to matriculate into medical school and become a physician while still being able to participate in pharmaceutical research. I definitely learned a lot about myself and developed new skills that I would not have been able to without this amazing internship.